and so today was the day my head won against my heart.
hearts don't realize they've been lied to.
my heart never wanted the best for me,
it just wanted you.
now,
i'm suffocating off the parts that crave your skin,
i'm killing them.
some parts die faster than others,
for example;
i've forgotten the placement of your freckles,
but the colour of your eyes are taking their time to leave me.
i don't remember the way you walk,
but i'm having trouble forgetting the sound of your heartbeats.
but today was the day my head won against my heart.
today was the day i started forgetting.