looking at you
doing all that you do
on top of the world

here i stand
heart in my hand
my knees keep shaking

i see you constantly
mainly in my dreams
what a friend to me

although i can never let you go
i keep watching you leave
although i don’t want you to know
i cling to what i want you to be

don’t look at me
i don’t want you to see
the monster in me

a grey mind
lost in time
i think i’m standing

i’m screaming constantly
just see the real me
hold me one more time