Social ineptitude summarized as “self-solaced in solitude" becomes nightmarish in late night fright I worry I will never make my desires known Sewn into the fabric so even the sharpest seam rippers do little to nothing to repair my inability to tell the truth, my lips have been sealed, healed and sealed again To the Yous I used to call mine You're gone and I am reminded of your presence in this world and your absence in mine.