Laying out in the sun. Getting sunburns that lead to tans. Spending hours in the ocean. Waves crashing against my skin. Lots of smiles. Lots of laughter. Yet something's missing. Something's not right. This great day feels wrong. And I can't quite place why. Though I think I'm starting to figure it out. I think it's because of you. Because you're not here experiencing this with me. And you were suppose to always be here. Experiencing the rest of life and its beauty at my side.