I would sit there and watch the door, Waiting for you to come through, Wishing you would, Sometimes even Praying, I needed you to just walk through those doors, I needed you to be there, The thought of you being gone again, It killed me, It broke not only my heart, But my spirit as well, It tore at me, I spent so many tears crying over you, But It didn't bring you back, Slowly I felt my soul deteriorate, Until I knew my words Meant Nothing. Until I finally became nothing.