I'm not sure what repulsed her most,
The fact that she went back to him makes her hate herself,
The stranger roaming her body,
It makes her clench at the memory,
Letting him control her,
Thinking of him sickens her,
The one who took a part of her innocence,
The Monster,
That she let destroy her life,
A momentary lack of judgement,
It brought her  whole life crumbling down,
For the few nights she let him touch her,
She spent hundreds crying,
Crawled up in the fetal position,
Wishing it was only a bad dream,
Wishing it was anyone but her,
One mistake ruined her,
She will never forget,
It haunts her soul,
It scares her to even speak of it,
She is Forever Scarred
No one can change that,No one.