Yesterday was beautiful in the yellow way that the sun tasted like lemonade. In the way I used to sit at the table when I was seven and wrap aluminum foil around bits of cardboard fashioned into the alphabet and strung on a string that said 'welcome home' like the time you showed me how to use lemon juice to write invisible love letters, and then rub a match behind the paper to reveal the words. It's a wonder we didn't catch the house on fire. yes, it felt like that yesterday, it felt like running through the woods with someone after you but that someone isn't scary, that someone is looking for you and you are holding your breath while they count to 100 still listening to you, still singing John Denver's "country roads" echoing all around in the back of my mind. Yesterday was like that, it felt free with no rules. Part of me hopes it feels like that again today, the other part is squeezing the lemons.