There were so many words,
She never got a chance to say,
He walked away,
Before she even got to say a thing,
Little did she know,
He would never return,
So there she was,
After the best day of her life,
Walking away with a smile that could be seen a mile away.

It took two days,
For her to realize,
He was gone,
And never coming back,
And this time,
She only felt numb,
She wouldn't believe it,
And when she admitted it to herself,
She poured out in tears,
Everything good she felt,
Now was evil,
It didn't take long,
For that blade to swipe across her arms,
In a instance,
She wanted nothing more than death,
She ruined her life,
All for him,
And he never told her how he felt.

It took 9 months to hear his voice,
She wept with shock and joy,
He told her he loved her,
And she replied the same,
But then,
Again,
He faded,
Again she was nothing.

9 more months to see his words,
Now his heart is cold,
Just as hers becomes slightly whole,
He has just enough time to wound her,
He does,
But still she loves him,
Still she dreams of him,
Still she hears his voice ringing in her ears,
Whispering of how he loves her,
But now it's no longer truth,
And now,
She must find a way,
A way to live without him,
Even if it takes all her life,
Because It just May.