I am blind
beneath my own self hate
I cannot feel you
I cannot feel you
I do not accept your love
How can I believe you?
The stars aligned
And destiny kissed me
And whispered in my ear
'You are alone
No one can love you'
And I ate it
I digested it
And spat those words at you
Even when you look at me with love
Even when you bleed
Upon my brow
After taking the blows that I deserved
I will look at you
And ask you
If you mean it
You will die
In love with a ghost
And as a ghost
You will haunt me
But it will never be enough
It will never be enough