arduous
is my name
all is hard for me
and all can see
my pet heart inside this glass bowl

tasks become a living thing and task me
nothing sticks i forget i forget im sorry

i am not supposed to be here
i am not in the in
never have been

my home is the big rip
that everlasting nothing that
everything creeps toward

you should know
that

dark the mirror comes fist-tongued i cry and die
inside
a little or a lot
everyday