They are easy to come by and difficult to leave behind. Hiding is easier than telling the truth- I’m afraid. Afraid and excited and that makes my heart beat fast and my palms get sweaty. I know that you could be the end or the beginning. And even though I want to hope, I’ve gotten lost somewhere in the middle. So I will make my excuses and you can drive me home, And maybe next time I will be brave enough to fix the damage I hope isn’t too great.