memories overflow in my head and almost spill tears out of my eyes, like flooded city streets. i swallow hard, and close my eyes momentarily. freely, freely, freely her voice echoes through my mind. i keep the secrets dark inside me, and cover them up with the positives. i can't let it overcome me, or it will destroy me all over again. i shudder, and chills run up my back, as i wrap my arms tightly around me. it's over now.