I DON'T WRITE LETTERS, JUST POEMS BUT IF THIS IS AN OPEN LETTER THEN IT'S GOT THE ADDRESS OF ALL YOUR HIDEOUTS, ALL YOUR GHOST TOWNS TATTOOED ON IT
SO ******* FOR ALL THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH I FEEL LIKE I LEFT ALL MY PIECES IN YOUR BEDROOM, THERE'S NO PEACE HERE IN MY HEAD LAST TIME I SAW YOU I FELT LIKE I RELAPSED BACK INTO MY BEST BAD HABIT I’M SO ******* STUPID, SWORE I WOULDN’T BUT I’M A LIAR
PAST BEHAVIOR IS THE BEST INDICATOR OF FUTURE BEHAVIOR AND IF YOU'VE BEEN AN ADDICT, I'VE HEARD YOU'RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE ADDICT EVEN WHEN YOU'RE CLEAN I'VE HEARD THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE ITCHING FOR SOMETHING SO DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE WHEN I SAY I THINK I LOVE YOU AGAIN?
I THINK THAT'S A GOOD METAPHOR BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE A LOVE LIKE NURSERY RHYMES AT OUR BEST WE WERE A HORROR STORY, AT OUR WORST WE WERE JUST AN ALLEGORY AND THE SUN FELL IN LOVE WITH THE MOON WHAT A ******* TRAGEDY, LOVERS WHO COULD NEVER BE LOVERS WHO COULD NEVER EXIST AT THE SAME TIME AND PLACE, ALWAYS PASSING EACH OTHER BY LIKE SHIPS IN THE NIGHT EXCEPT I'M NOT THE SUN AND YOU'RE SURE AS HELL NOT THE MOON WE'RE MORE LIKE COMETS ONLY DESTINED TO COLLIDE AND CHIP EACH OTHER'S SHOULDERS ON OUR WAY OUT THE DOOR AND IF WE WERE A SHIP THEN WE WERE A SINKING ONE SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THE TITANIC WITHOUT YOU? TRYING TO BAIL MYSELF OUT I DIDN'T THINK THIS IS WHAT LOVE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT AND YOU KNOW WE HAD IT COMING LIKE A TRAIN EN ROUTE INESCAPABLE, I'M ABLE TO SEE LIKE HINDSIGHT IS 20/20 BUT I SWEAR I NEVER SAW A BETTER VISION THAN YOU
AND I THINK I'M A LITTLE SCARED THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD, AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, HIDDEN EVERY POEM I EVER WRITE I'M SO SORRY THAT EVERY SONG ON THE RADIO FEELS LIKE IT'S ABOUT US YOUR VOICE USED TO CRACK ON ALL THE HIGH NOTES YOU'RE STILL THE BEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD
AND THIS IS A STORY THAT'S ALREADY BEEN WRITTEN PLAGIARIZATION OF MY OWN DREAMS I THINK THINGS ARE JUST AS OFTEN WHAT THEY SEEM AS THEY AREN'T AND I THINK SOMETIMES ANGRY IS JUST A STYLISTIC CHOICE BECAUSE BEING SAD IS PLAYED OUT
i haven't been writing as much as i'd like lately (i.e. all the time) so what better than trying a weird angry new style am i right? so, sorry if this is really visually obnoxious it just fit the vibe.