it all began with genius of head and heart without any senses where thoughts did not match with those existences and minds went to wonder fitful and cruel with all its speed.. where nothing floats and warmth of seasons of bitter love.. my heart spell profoundly for you as if it didn't circulate before there is an ache it feels no pain still such a love it is and i am known to be careless directionless time exit when you exist around me wondering will i be able to live? and i summon up all my hopes; and my love pitiless and highly drenched my sorrows parched with your memories words, senses and madness of deep lyrical love and i stare senselessly, waiting in this darkness of love and of my soul you become an image whom i once held precious time prove again of my delusional heart-- and that love! wistfully i think of all the passages that could halt this love! its distressing to know the times cruelty we loved without any mercy it carried the worst madness of this time; and of my love!