I've been thinking about you a lot I wonder if we would be together if you were here Life is taking unexpected turns and I wish you were here to direct me I'm so ******* sorry Kai I hope you didn't leave hating me What I did to you just happened to me I can finally understand why you left Karma really is a ***** I know I deserved it because I wasn't really worth it I should have stuck by you Instead I denied you and ran away To this day I still think about you I can't seem to let go I can't forgive myself I still wait for you to return I pray that God gives me a second chance Kai you were my first love The only one who was true to me Why couldn't I save you Maybe I'll come to you Wait there Please I will be there soon