I used to be so ready
To go anywhere in this stupid town
And maybe
See you
I was prepared to pretend I didn’t
See you
I was prepared to look away
I was prepared and unafraid
But today I stood outside the entrance to the grocery store
My hands were shaking
My heart was racing
I was anything but prepared to
See you
My biggest fear was that I would
See you
And you would know you were in my dream last night