Believe it or not I actually feel worse now Than I did before I got taken to The b ward. I came out feeling like A new man, full of hope and love Now I'm more depressed than I ever Have been. That edge seems do much closer Now that I know where it Is. Emotional and physical pain are the same. I hate it and I don't know what to do I don't want to do anything I don't want to be. I think it has Something to do with the medicine They prescribed me, But It doesn't matter. Nothing does.