Red fibers missing from stained lips Oceans colluding in eyes far from home Bruises on calves from hands like trees Tongues patchy and burned from coffee you didn't need Notes and pictures from times we loved Deep crimson stains on sleeves I can't wash Because You are Gone But you still resonate In the static mess In the sticky Junk That I've always called my head So I return to where I belong In a grandeur state of disillusionment To obtaining salvation over the counter Of writing records where you can hear my heart break I am Back I am the monster with too many hearts I am the ocean without a current I am placid bleak Sky With pink tissue missing and jagged edges I carve along the roots of my Trees Sit on a bridge And hope that the sky and I meet