I Just want to cry To remind myself that I’m alive, That I’m not quite dead inside I wish I could restart my life Push a button, make it right Crying is all I want to do I know it’s the only thing that’s true Cause everything else is used against you Every day and every night Sleep is hard, it’s no surprise And shallow when it does arise Why can’t I sleep forever? Live in dreams of bliss Live some fake happiness It’s better than this hell