Days like these hurt so much
Another sad, sorrow, disappointment
To live with hopelessness is depressing
It's okay I can manage although its been tough
Really rough, kind of stuck, off track
Can't get things alligned, so much thoughts
Awareness, surrounded by living darkness
It's a formidable task, I must persevere
I'm at peace, and full clarity, just too weak
Too much fatigue, minds altered and attacked
Family treasoned giving me their back
It's like I'm alone with God, that's all I need
It's fine I'll make it I was built to survive
In this concrete jungle, pray I don't stumble
I don't wanna hear any lines "you weren't here", "you don't love me", "you don't care", "it's my birthday & you're not here", please I have enough on me, I carry the world on me, trying it's best in killing me, but I'm strong I can deal with these rattle snakes