Empty, echoing words
Rushing through my mind.
I love you
I hate you
There is no difference
I want you
I need you
But only for awhile

Blank souls
Colliding
Grasping for meaning
In a world of nothing
I need to feel you
I need to know you
To feel that I exist
To pretend that I am real

Your lips are my intoxication
You leave me drowning in your touch
I struggle to stay above water
To take in that much needed air
A gasping breath
A shuddering sigh
My heart races
As I slip further away

I sink into my dismal state
And give you complete control
I have no pride
I have no self-respect
I only have you.
You don't love me
But you need me
And I need that.