I just wanted it to be simple. Why can't life be easy? Why do we contradict ourselves? Why is it as teens adults think we don't know what we want in life? I'm tired. I dont want to go to college.. I don't want to be scared of being killed by the police. I don't want to argue. I don't I don't I don't. I complain so much when I know I could be sleeping outside on winter nights. But who can blame me for wanting happiness? Who can blame me for crying away my pain? For complaining about my pain. I just want an answer and no ones giving it.