And so what am I supposed to do when I return to this mess To this overturned chair ******-up cover This disgusting room tarnished by your wrath Well I just turn over the pillow to hide the tears and mascara stains I just toss it over the other side is fresh ready and waiting But it smells foul like ******* please leave this house Crafty manipulator that you are You think everything has submitted to your unspoken whim Hiding weakness and sensitivity It's plain for me to see I know it seems like I know what I think But I don't know what I think about you Violator You are a grotesque farce of a man I take a shower so the water silences and washes away my tears So you don't even have to know And I turn right-ways the chair you threw So you don't even have to remember what you've done by tomorrow But I will not go sit with you now and watch TV acting as though this never happened