You will have good days where you're in the best mood and you just want to hang out with your friends and listen to good music and just chill. You will have really ****** days where you just want to lay in bed and cry or listen to sad, depressing music. Maybe on those bad days, you will think about the fact that maybe you aren't as important as people make you seem. Maybe on those bad days, you will contemplate suicide and tell yourself you don't mean ****. Even though it doesn't seem like it, those bad days will come to an end. Someone will set off a spark in your life and you will realize that all of the bad days you had were small bumps in the road. But, you won't ever know if you find that person if you only concentrate on the bad days and do end up thinking about suicide and actually act on it. Basically, as a teenager we need to focus on the good days and the people that make us happy so we don't let the sadness win.