why is it when i see you all i can do is stand and stare i want to run to be wild and free wont you help me be free if not, then why will it hurt you if yes, then dont help i dont want nice people to be hurt cuz nice people shouldnt have the pain leave it to me then ill take the pain but ill still run and be free oneday maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but someday oneday thats when ill make sure all the nice people are free to be who they want to be but for now we all fall and its so enticing that little blade we see sorry that i see to stroke the beautiful glinting metal oh so beautiful i wonder how it would feel to let my life drain not all of it just a little but that would take some serious numbness which takes more courage LIFE OR DEATH???? but of course i wont do anything as im told over and over again there is always someone with worse going on in their life so be happy for what you do have well hell i already know that so why remind me oh yea i know why cuz my lifes not worth **** oh well ill get over it just stop telling me about others lives that are worse I ALREADY KNOW THAT why do you think i dont sighs *oh well, bye for now, i guess
this goes to a few people who say they are my truest friends, and this even goes towards quite a few of my family.... thanks for reminding me that even though i'm going through some serious ****, my life isn't worth anything... again i say, thanks a lot....