dark, yet a light dead, yet alive scared, but secure falling, yet rising mistakenly honest quiet demeanor, loud thoughts clear vision, clouded past looking but found in love that lasts perceived put together, feeling rendered joyful, yet sad holding to what once had simple complexity twenty year kid plainly average, but extraordinarily rare staying, but going repulsive, want to be worth holding secluded isolation, yet forever embrace carve myself into your brain, forgettable girl world in her hands she's got it all wrong included, still excluded closely far helping the hurt feeding the emptiness