I called you the other day on a private number I wasn't expecting you to answer and then you did. you spoke so softly and I swear I about died as I listened to you say hello over and over. as my tears fell rapidly I couldn't even choke out the words "I need you" "I miss you" "I'm sorry" but by the time I realize what I had done you had hung-up the phone. I was falling apart and all I wanted was to hear your voice one last time.