I can't take this pain away as much as I try to figure it out I just do more and more damage. I hate feeling like I'm always trapped. Tears flowing down my cheeks as I ask myself why,why so much agony.? I'm stuck in my own zone trying to figure even myself out. Words can't even begin to describe how I'm feeling inside. I keep it all in without letting one word out. All I can do is sit here and cry. My tears says more than a million words.