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Aug 2011
Bury your head in the Pegasus. Bleed your hand dry.
Cry, Another season gone. And I'm still alone.

Hollowed out, Blacked-out heart of mine.
Society usually misunderstands, reject, feel anger
Towards something new, something they fear
And I can’t help but feel that I’m the only one.
Redundant. Rejected. A Minority to Society.
Eliminated from the Race, with a feeling of disgrace.
Shunned away with nothing inside. Nothing felt.
I can feel my heart, beating out of my chest
And there’s nothing left inside, nothing alive inside
Trying to glue together the fragile pieces of my broken home.
Using glue because there isn’t enough love to hold it.
Too late. Father gone. Abandoned by my own flesh and blood.

Goddess, pull me through; I need your guidance.
I’ve lost my lover again. I’ve lost my heart.
Help me find it in the entanglement of my life.
I lost it somewhere between the ******-up lines.
Blood scatter. Glass shatter.
And I couldn’t help thinking this isn’t getting better.
Hiding behind this disguise I call me.
A mask of wood that conceals my hate. My anger, my dreams.
Look at the ruins of my life. Can’t believe I lived through it all.
But I’ve still got the smile, still got the scars, still got the strength
That will get me through another day. Sometimes I just want to cry.
Wish to die. But I won’t let the ******* win anymore.
Taking the upper hand I’ll get through. I’ll break through.
Debbie Green
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Debbie Green
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