You see I hate my life yet I am too cowardly to end it so I sit on a throne of lies, I tell myself
I sit saying I am worth it and the reason I can't do it is because I know it
Lies
I sit saying that I will grow up and my anxiety and depression and old and scars won't be there everyday
Lies
I sit thinking my favorite teacher doesn't think I'm annoying
Lies
I sit thinking someone with love me
Lies
I sit believing I have a purpose
Lies
I sit believing my 'friends' like me

But the worst lie I tell myself is that I will **** myself but I know I won't because cowards don't get happy endings