So here we are again computer,
Sitting side by side one night more,
For once things looked up, looked like they changed,
But guess what life, it's back to being torn,
Those hopes were so fucking high,
It seemed reasonable this time,
and what do you know,
life just laughed,
Took away something I thought was finally going to happen,
Something I finally felt was going to be mine again,
But you took it,
Along with my hopes,
And left me with even more pain,
No matter what she says to me,
I crumble and wait,
Because within sometime, who knows,
She may be mine once again,
"I still have feelings for you",
A thought said by her,
I can wait all I want for this, and pray that it may be mine,
But lets go back to where I was before.....
Lonely