Here's to the broken hearts,
The sewn up seams,
The beaten up good guys,
And the many shattered dreams,
This is for all the people who tried and tried again,
Just to bring happiness to those they loved,
Yet....
Never quite seemed to do it just right,
Those people who were beaten and shoved,
Because what they did was out of sight.
You do many crazy things for those you love,
Do everything their current won't/can't,
They begin to see it,
As you hope for them to see you,
And you wish for nothing but pure bliss,
Something that's soon to be threw,
(S)He will be yours,
Never give up your hope,
Because if fate perceives what it's ment to entail,
Then by god,
Stay upon that golden trail.
Aug 26, 2011
Aug 26, 2011 at 12:07 AM UTC
So here we are again computer,
Sitting side by side one night more,
For once things looked up, looked like they changed,
But guess what life, it's back to being torn,
Those hopes were so ******* high,
It seemed reasonable this time,
and what do you know,
life just laughed,
Took away something I thought was finally going to happen,
Something I finally felt was going to be mine again,
But you took it,
Along with my hopes,
And left me with even more pain,
No matter what she says to me,
I crumble and wait,
Because within sometime, who knows,
She may be mine once again,
"I still have feelings for you",
A thought said by her,
I can wait all I want for this, and pray that it may be mine,
But lets go back to where I was before.....
Lonely
Aug 3, 2011
Aug 3, 2011 at 7:27 PM UTC
All I wanna be,
Is what I set out and see,
What I see as normal,
Not what you see as formal,
I wanna look the way I want,
Not something for you to flaunt,
Just be the Same old me,
Instead of being what you want me to be,
So as I sit in distress,
With anger and sadness none the less,
I'll pretend that I love what you've done,
And pretend that I love it a ton,
It's what you wanted,
It's what you received,
So lets hope your convinced,
And I've kept you deceived.
May 18, 2011
May 18, 2011 at 5:59 PM UTC
Thanks to all those,
Keepin me on my toes,
Makin sure I take the right turns,
And keeping my life from being torn,
You guys make it great for me,
And although I may not say,
You brighten up my day,
Weather it be now,
Or tomorrow,
Or hell even next week,
Remember that you help me,
And that's something most people seek,
I love you all so much,
From the bottom of my heart,
Lifes one hell of a thing,
And now's when it should start.
-This is for all of my friends, and regardless of if they'll read this or not....They mean the world to me
Apr 26, 2011
Apr 26, 2011 at 7:04 PM UTC
Hidden with fear,
Nausea and disbelief,
Not going to be set free,
So why not bring on the grief,
Sit and hide,
With no words to be said,
When you question your life,
What would happen if I were dead,
These thoughts are mere thoughts,
Not realities nor truth,
Just figments of my imagination,
Something that bares no proof,
No feeling of appreciation,
For me or from anyone,
Just wait till it comes back,
And those clouds reveal your sun.
Apr 21, 2011
Apr 21, 2011 at 8:08 PM UTC
So here we go again,
First time in a long while,
That I feel the need to scream,
To shout and not smile,
Not feel the greatest,
And hide it all within,
Hoping someone notices subtle hints,
That are smaller then any pin,
Just in the way I type,
Or the way I spell,
The way I answer things,
Or the way that I fell,
Come and get me,
Rescue me from myself,
So what was once gone,
Brings hate upon ones self
Mar 26, 2011
Mar 26, 2011 at 8:16 PM UTC
Happiness impales the heart,
So much hope and joy
Something that's been recurring,
Something you need to enjoy,
Smile in the moment,
Live it and be happy,
It's been so long,
The thought seems sappy,
Happiness at last,
Something you've always wanted,
Now follow through with it,
And be something you've always taunted.
Mar 22, 2011
Mar 22, 2011 at 8:07 PM UTC
So this is a life,
Something so fragile,
So dreadful,
So frightful,
But yet so beautiful,
Something utterly questionable,
Something with no boundaries,
Nothing stopping you from doing anything,
Built up from your starting foundries,
Give that grand smile away.
Show it off to the worlds.
Todays the day you live life,
Today you stop being such a child,
So smile and have fun,
For todays a great day,
Something to always remember,
Just what you had always portrayed.
-Helpful Anon
Mar 3, 2011
Mar 3, 2011 at 11:38 AM UTC
The more that this flows,
Deep beneath my brain,
The more this will keep going,
And drive me insane,
I feel no fear,
I feel no pain,
The numbness has set in,
There's no breaking this chain,
Why the feeling of sorrow?
Why not something grand,
Why have lots go wrong,
That you can't easily understand,
Talk with your voice,
And make sure you show no fear,
Cuz as long as your behind something,
No one will see your tears.
-Helpful Anon
Feb 27, 2011
Feb 27, 2011 at 5:01 PM UTC
Those few calming songs,
Running in the background of your deepest thoughts,
Realizing you've become happier,
Something you thought you had forgot,
You roam in your thoughts,
Keeping in mind what keeps you smiling,
Keeping in mind what makes you smile,
Every little thought you had compiling,
Smile, live life,
Enjoy all the little things,
You won't regret what you've done,
Even if those thoughts sting,
Definite happiness,
It's finally here,
And you better believe,
It's nothing to fear.
Feb 20, 2011
Feb 20, 2011 at 6:15 AM UTC