Maybe when you live all by yourself independence is the goal. Forgetting how to love and share making every decision. No splitting your life in two parts or the breaking of hearts.
Maybe you can compare what it was like having lived with a partner. It all went wrong and you were left so the choice was made. Your now living in your own space is it truly a better place?
Maybe you prefer having no distractions though it can get lonely No sharing also can make you selfish where you could be introvert. Finding it hard to communicate outside with others unable to confide.
Can this be how my life will finally end alone in my home. Bitter and with so much negative regret you your only friend. Or can I seek out a companion or mate to enjoy life's unknown fate.