I beseech thee ; forgive this gamblers mistakes; his rash actions and large bets. his rash words and brash bluffs. for the *** is something he holds very precious, and very dear, something beyond mere nickels and dimes. mere twenties and tens. for at stake is not a something, but a someone, a her to be exact. though he's only really known her two weeks. she was long before a loyal and true friend. and this, he doesn't want to end. for friends can be lovers; but lovers must be friends.