What is this ache iinside of me? It surpasses any hunger. It's more subtle then any pain. But more tender than any bruise. Larger than any thought. Yet delicate enough to shatter. Stronger than any metal. At the same time it can changed every day. Physically it feels like spare change that's not worth picking up. Spirituality it is something I can't forget. It pulses through my body, jolting pain with each agonizing second that passes.
Wait.

Is that