It’s something I need to know.
I've spent my life asking why?
but never receiving answers.
Life is a bitter adventure.
There's nothing real about it,
but I enjoyed the fake feelings.

This won’t have a happy ending,
but maybe this is what I want.
My mouth won't let me say the words
but it doesn't make me happy anymore.
It seemed like the easiest way.
To close one's eyes and go to sleep.
*What is on the other side?