this mother ******* feeling
has to be called something
that feeling a sudden rapid rush of heat
surging
through your arms
your legs
the back of your head
you feel completely off balance and absolutely centered
your fingers tense up and your palms begin to sweat
but only a little
this is not fear. nor anger
this is something else
something that makes your heart beat
briskly
you can feel the rhythmic pulsing
pulsing
through your throat
your temples
its the feeling of being poisoned, or shot up
the feeling comes and goes
one as quick as the other
it is a fleeting fascinating feeling.