your silence is deafening, darling. pour me another cup of misunderstanding and i'll chug it down to ease the choking passage of razors through my throat, the singe of blood soaked vocal chords. the emptiness of your bones has propelled me to project ancient tomes to consume hollowness, to color in absence. i have cued all the thunderstorm songs and i'm humming along in watery refrain sluggishly off beat and out of key to keep the fog from suffocating me. there was a roaring fire that's been smothered by the vacuuming of oxygen. void swallows void, fantasy births ghoulish reality. the moon stands half mast tonight, stars falling as tears into the sea, flooding tidal waves rolling over, over churning lost hands up to hold a choppy surface. forsake all promises but cherish me, still. love takes her last steps off a jagged cliff and into an etherial hell.