A times I feel like I am lost, in a world that feels so not my own; its a wondrous place in my dreams where every bud is mine, and every seed I've sown; Here love is not lost, the people are beautiful, A word of care is free of cost; The sun comes out, bright n shiny and lets the children play; The moon surfaces at night and lets the folk dance in joy and gay; As I wake up and come back to reality in a blink: I lay in bed for a while and then sit up and think; and this world appears so alien, so aberrant, so gloomy, so aloof; A new chain of thoughts begins, it blurs my land of dreams and makes it seem like a spoof; If i were happy my foes will not be; This is how despair spreads and reality begins its spree; The world cannot be round if the sun were to everywhere shine; Is this how into reality we are all entwined? Maybe my dreams were all wrong, all fake; and true happyness is a fraud; It cant be so easy to make everyone merry, it cant be so wonderful everywhere and maybe its not so easy to act and play God......