Spectacular is the image of self defeat When everything around me shines so brightly The only thing I can see is darkness seeping out of every beam I want to scream at the top of my lungs But how can I make a sound when I can't even breathe? There's no conclusion to the bottomless pit of this scene The only thing I can see is my vulnerability being used against me When everything around me has been built upon lies and secrecy Spectacular is the image of self defeat.