Thank you for making me stronger. I know it took longer than expected. But I was so disconnected. My heart was so protective. At the time it was very selective. But your methods were always so affective. I never understood your objective. I hope some things never change. But I have a strange feeling. I hate dealing with the past. I just wanted it to last. But that bridge has been long passed. I wish things could stay the same. But what we became is part shame and part tame.the flame in our heart died soon after start,still it's tearing me apart. I wanna restart but I am no longer smart. my heart chart went from 10 to 1.Then I was done but the sun shun in my eyes and The next thing I heard were my cries and I remember all of my tries.How I'd fail.My heart was always frail and coated in a dark veil.My heart felt me wail with each inhale.If only life were a fairy tale.