A man who doesn't eat grows apple trees to witness an entire life span he knows can't be seen in a mirror. You are born and you are told to write a story. Plot, ******, problem, resolution, enlightenment? Iv'e yet to learn. So I write about nothing, about apples and life but so many other words could be said about the way we breathe and how we act faced with fear or where we turn in the dark yet a lot of me is sitting here just listening and feeling, quietly. I'd like the ocean closer to watch the waves journey and maybe actually notice what the cracks are drawing when infant birds are hatching since I never lived in such a small space. I'm trying to see everything at once and though I thought I was failing, before me is a life form producing juicy epiphany despite confinement and frost covered grounds and though the man will never **** offspring for pleasure, He saw it's entire life before him.