I can't do it anymore I miss you like crazy you Haven't talked to me in four months and it's slowly killing me inside, you had one of your friends tell me that you were not interested. I just want to be friends again I miss you and I'm sorry I would talk to you but I don't know what to say, I'm so afraid that you're going to ignore me or tell me that one thing I don't want to hear. I can't take the silence anymore please just let me go or have me stay, but I just can't stay where I'm at… I'm slowly falling even more into a depression even though you see a happy smiling girl who has good grades, good in sports, and plenty of friends, you don't see the girl who hides all her ghosts inside. Their fighting, against her, themselves and everything in between, no one knows how much I've been through not even my best-friend or parents even know the half of it. I need you no matter what I say it's all a show to make it look like I'm strong but inside I'm really not…