i miss the feeling of being sad because being empty is so much worse. you are alone.
you are weak.
and most of all, you are not who you used to be.

i never used to be this way. i was different, i was me. i used to love me- where did i go? please.

this change is going to **** me.

it could be the fact that i fled from my home. or that i currently reside in a location where my identity is unknown- even to the people who see me everyday. they do not know me- nobody knows me.

i don't know me. i don't know me. i don't know me.....

my life is a bell jar, and i will slowly suffocate if my "me" is really gone.