My bodies weak, my mind tormented
Demons crept in destroyers infested
My soul grew cold, I was told before
To stay away, I didn't listen & lost vision
Now I'm here all alone, in a war zone
Harassing on the avenue, irritations grew
Evil minded people, holding me down
Psychological forms of deception
It's a windy road today, coping day by day
Hoping I leave this ugly world one day
My eyes light brown, lighting thunder
Were made for you, to shine your time
To bring up your spirit, to bring you to life
To bring you closer to his light,
I guess that was the toughest fight,
But I fought the devil with all my might
To bring you a clear sight, in truths delight
The world has taken me under,
Broken through my vest, and armor
Snatched the love I cherishly harbored
Now I'm tore up, beat up, can't pick up
My only wish for you, keep shining light
Keep living, give testimony, bright ceremonies
In his name, never be ashamed,
He put this immense love I have for you
Deep in my heart, don't know why?
But he did, and it hurts me,
Yet it worked in me, grew in me,
Made me stronger, my heart said
I belong to her, you're my sound track
My goofy, silly kick back, my smiles
My nervous breakdown, you know
You felt the same get down,
I wanna feel you in my veins
Like rain soothing all this pain
I'm doing my best to disarm
All the wicked world incriminating
Discriminating against to harm
Stay safe and sound, I only desire
One person to be the mother of my child
A divine being my creator blessed me with
There's no one else in this world
I want, desire, need but you
I wish you the best, a life from you
Would bring a never ending bliss
Believe me, please don't deceive me
I've come this far, kept locked in my heart
If it's not a bonding love from above
Tell me please, here, now, today, tomorrow
Asap so I won't lead myself blind
And keep searching but never truly find
What I once thought was mine...

I'll always be your thunder protecting you,
Loving you, guarding you, saving you, helping you, assisting you, mending you, repairing you, recovering you, enlightening you, through god and sincerity, honesty, love and respect,

Yours truly,
Forever