She tells me I taste like too many apologies I remind her I am a notebook full of archaeological love letters There is not footnote to this story tale there is the script and no sequel to follow I am falling into the well of woe searching for my fingers in an effort to assemble them contorting in such fashion formatting this jest of speculation into the peering ideology of self appreciation She reminds me of the day she smiled and felt it rattle my bones I have not ceased to read dictionaries in a n effort to find the right words to ***** on your shoes to get you to smile my way once more she is filling my glass with the words spewing from her lips and I am drunk on her laughter ringing in my ears like a telephone calls from a gravesite telling me itβs time to come back