Eat, drink, smoke; cake, coffee, Camel; all day, every day Then some semblance of self preservation, a physiological salvage screams an alert and for a couple of weeks I maintain lean and mean Eat, drink, smoke; cake, coffee, Camel; all day, every day Self realisation struck like lightening; a lifetime of silent decency, consideration, tolerance, obedience, generosity – absorbing everyone else’s rot I take it all in, then eat, drink and smoke more, subliminally goading the flood gates to burst, but nothing comes out Well here it is, my public announcement, opening my mouth and letting the screams flow A baby step I know; I’ll try a couple of lean and mean weeks and then let the true target audience know