There's a mountain here of dirt. It's so filthy and muddy it's kind of absurd. I am king and I lead. I'm generous to agree, the less they bleed the better my degree.
I'm a student god, handling the basic 'how to do's' of this dirt mountain not a single ant would choose. My land is forsaken and I have to save the lives of the useless and those of the brave.
My teacher god is greater, I cannot contain, the things he does, the power he has, rain or drought, floods and quakes, how do I maintain the lives of the many. I'm no divine clerk. It feels pointless when he influences anything I do. I think I need to resign. But if I stop my work, how can I believe he did not do too.