As a child, everything was free, real, like early spring air. Birds were infinite and could fly to heaven. Now air is stiff wood, and birds only **** on cars.
I took out the dagger to take a stab. I yawned. They fawned over the shops on Bond Street. I yawned We drank Cristal Brut. I yawned. The lights of Times Square dazzled. I yawned. The toast crumbs were ******. I yawned. The people prayed. I yawned.
I asked God, “How do I settle this?” “Give me your sock,” God said. So I did. “Sever all your limbs.” So I did, one by one. God stuffed the legs, arms, and drippings into my sock, blood-soaking it. And with that cocktail sock God smacked me and sat silent. “Now what?”