I’m on his bed drinking a 40 in my silk nightgown cuddling a carebear while he counts our drug money pretty pills dancing around in my bloodstream while I trace my fingers along the long hallway walls that line your heart stumbling barefoot along side the highway all the car headlights looking like angels I cry too much i want to be achingly sad but beautiful like a butterfly with a torn wing or a missing child poster I want to have my wedding under a pink cotton candy sky I want a cheap motel love convulsing on a bed of lilac take a ****** like a good girl and go to dreamland drinking blueberry ***** out of a McDonald’s cup wobbling like a newborn doe in stripper heels down a ***** alley we drive around in your car all night stealing candy bars and other little things that make us happy I have a baby pink aura and a soft rainbow heart